It is fitting then, that the fruit of the spirit ("But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law." Galatians 5:22-23 ESV) that I am focusing on today is faithfulness. My gut feeling was that God is faithful and if I allow myself to fully trust in Him and follow His ways, it will ease my anxiety and need for all this comfort. In a sense, I am quite needy. But instead of always seeking these earthly comfort bandages, I am learning to turn to the Almighty. Open my Bible. Study, pray. This is the ultimate comfort. I am still learning. A baby spirituatlly.
I looked up a few commentaries on Galatians 5:22-23. One I like is from Jesuswalk.com
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"Faithfulness" (NIV, NRSV), "faith" (KJV) is pistis,
"that which evokes trust and faith," here, "the state of being someone in whom
confidence can be placed, faithfulness, reliability, fidelity, commitment."[259]
It is also Paul's normal word for "faith," the "state of believing on the basis
of the reliability of the one trusted, trust, confidence, faith," but in a list
of virtues, "faithfulness" is more likely.
All the examples we have in the New Testament involve
faithfulness towards God, that is, a person living out his trust in God over the
long haul."
(http://www.jesuswalk.com/galatians/8_fruit.htm)
(http://www.jesuswalk.com/galatians/8_fruit.htm)
So I was on the right track. The words "confidence" and "trust" stand out for me. I do have issues with both.
I am on my way to more pho therapy right now. And family therapy. My son is meeting me for lunch. I am hoping to make it to the gym later on.
As I stated in previous blog posts, I have put the gym on the back burner. I have a new part time administrative assistant job in the mornings and I am apartment hunting. But in lieu of the gym, I am walking faster between buses!
But it is nagging at my conscious. I know I will feel much stronger if I get back to regular weight training. So I will just keep nagging myself!
At least I have been eating very healthy lately. Gluten free, high protein, veggies and fruit. Lots of pho! And today I brought rice crackers and cheese for coffee hour at church so that I wouldn't have to struggle avoiding the temptation of cookies and pastries.
I was not the only one thinking healthy. Because the table was laden with fresh fruit!
We are all a work in progress!
Happy Sunday! :)
Off to Pho I go!
Faithfully,
Zita
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