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Year Two, Day 94: Like a Bandit!



My new way of thinking and living was tested today.  I am noticing when I am feeling vulnerable, insecure and fragile, that I want to nurture my feelings with food.

But I fought back! Like a bandit!

And I think I won. :)

Luckily, about the time I started to descend into self pity, my beautiful, wonderful daughter texted me and invited me to lunch.  She works at a hospital. A fairly new job. I at first declined, thinking I needed to get to the gym before teaching, needed to work on my lesson plan for blues camp...I had a list a mile long of things I needed to do. But then I stopped and said yes.

Because this is my only daughter. And I had not seen her in action at her new job. And I needed to pull myself up.

So glad I made this decision!  We had a very healthy rice bowl and some very healthy laughter.  Love that girl so much!

I am on my way to teach. And then afterwards I will hit the gym. I am trying to replace food addiction with exercise addiction.

I am down a few pounds. My belly is less bloated. But I need to remember that this life is about more than just appearances. 

I need to remember to love and respect myself.

I am working on that.

Happy Thursday! :)

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