Year Two, Day 136: Blushing

I am taking some time this morning to pause.

I am feeling a little embarrassed at the focus of my life lately. It seems that I talk about my appearance a lot. Mainly my hair!

I spent so much of my life work on my interior. Developing my brain, my musical skills, trying to balance my emotions, take care of my family and find peace with God.

Then I started getting healthier. Daily exercise for me is key. And eating better. And thinking more positive.

And in the process, I started having more positive experiences socially. I guess it is true that you need to first love yourself.

But it seems I have gotten a little out of balance with the focus on my exterior.

And I have gotten a little stir crazy craving attention from the male species!

Wow, that is super embarrassing to admit! I am actually sitting here with a big blush on my face!

I need to take some space today and reassess. I have always been a planner. A goal setter.

And then somewhere along the way, I threw that out the window and just wanted happiness in the moment.

There is a balance there somewhere.

And today, with Gods help I shall begin to take the steps to find that balance.

In the meantime, happy Thursday!

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