My joy has returned! And I call it music.
I am reinspired to practice, perform and rehearse with friends again finally!
I owe it all to my friends J and J. I played a Mozart sonata at a music club at their retirement community downtown today.
As I was playing, a feeling of profound peace came over me. Suddenly i could breathe easier. It felt like a huge weight had been l lifted.
And my raging hormones subsided. Good thing too because my mom and daughter have both expressed concern and suggested medical help. My son-in-law has been praying for me. I guess he is suggesting divine help!
I could go on, but tired and soaked to the bone am I. I got caught in what felt like a monsoon earlier.
So I will continue this tomorrow.