I did it! I am woman, hear me roar!
I made it through my first week in my part-time, "administrative assistant at a church" job!
I kept my head up, and didn't let nagging doubts bring me down. Mostly I was worried about not getting up early, being late or being just too worn out to work as an administrative assistant, piano teacher and choir accompanist.
But I did it!
I have been focusing on the "fruits of the spirit":
I made it through my first week in my part-time, "administrative assistant at a church" job!
I kept my head up, and didn't let nagging doubts bring me down. Mostly I was worried about not getting up early, being late or being just too worn out to work as an administrative assistant, piano teacher and choir accompanist.
But I did it!
I have been focusing on the "fruits of the spirit":
Galatians 5:22-23New King James Version (NKJV)
22"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law."
Monday when I felt myself allowing negativity to creep into my heart and mind, I focused on "love". I would just say the word over and over and again. Smile and breathe.
Tuesday, I added "joy". I would repeat "love, joy" over and over again. Smile and breathe. The funny thing about that word combination is that there is a NW Lovejoy street in Portland. I would think of the street everytime I said "love, joy". LOL But it kept my spirits up!
Wednesday, I added "peace". I would say "love, joy, peace" until the darkness subsided.
Today, Thursday, I added "kindness". I would say "love, joy, peace, kindness" and keep breathing and smiling. I found myself just saying "kindness" today. My neck and upper back are sore. And a bit tired I am. But I have kept to my schedule! Mornings have gotten easier. I manage to get through my whole routine before I leave the house.
Note: I just noticed that today I should have focused on "longsuffering" if I was going in order of the fruits. But kindness seemed to be needed today. I bumped into a lot of grumpy people on my assorted bus rides. So kindess today, longsuffering tomorrow! Arrggg...hope that isn't a premonition!
Note: I just noticed that today I should have focused on "longsuffering" if I was going in order of the fruits. But kindness seemed to be needed today. I bumped into a lot of grumpy people on my assorted bus rides. So kindess today, longsuffering tomorrow! Arrggg...hope that isn't a premonition!
I think I might have slept funny last night. Plus I have been drinking extra caffeine which can make my muscles tense. Oh and then there was the backpack. Monday and Tuesday I loaded up WAY too many things in the backpack. I had the illusion that I would be able to fit in a gym workout on top of everything else.
It didn't happen. But what did happen was I wore my running shoes every day. And I walked quite briskly. I believe I put in over 3 miles each day. My walks feel stronger every day!
I have the next three days off from the church. Tomorrow is my light day. So is Sunday. I plan on going to the gym those two days.
Walking, and breathing in to the fruits of the spirit will have to suffice until I have more energy. Or the days are longer. Or both!
I am at my library office right now. I need to leave shortly and hop on yet another bus to a student's house.
Oh, I am pleased to announce that I have stuck with my abstinence from social media in the morning. I have limited my time to when I am waiting for a bus.
Perhaps this is why I am still smiling amidst neck and shoulder pain?
I also notice a feeling of inner peace. I like that. Who needs Facebook when you can have inner peace?
And now, I wish you a happy Thursday filled with love, joy, peace and kindness!
:)
Zita
Zita
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