Day 146: Taking time to pause, pray and ponder

I am still feeling low after yesterday's news. I imagine many, many people are feeling the same. There are some families whose lives will never be the same. The ones who lost loved ones at the hands of a very disturbed, angry young man.

Many questions need to be answered.

But for now, I am just going to on living my life. Hopefully a little better. Being kinder to others. Being kinder to myself.

At the end of my life, I hope to look back with loving pride and joy, not regret or blame.

I am still in prayer and though today. Taking time off of my "me" project to pray for our broken world, especially the victims. Victims of violent crimes. Victims of persecution. Victims of racism, sexism and hatred in all of its ugly forms. Prayers for the innocent.

Someday, may we all unite for the common good. We are so divided with our opinions, our political beliefs, our religious beliefs and our materialism. I hope it doesn't take more senseless violence for us to work together for peace.

Looking at our history, I am not sure if this is possible. But I will keep trying. Peace begins inside of me. I am not feeling so peaceful right now. So I will take time to pause, pray and ponder.

Happy Friday.

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