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Day 170: Pondering Zombies

Today my stats are the same as last week, except for a gain of one pound.

Aaack!

 But I am not overly concerned because I know last week was a slug week.

Me, the slug. Hardly any significant exercise.

But I am sore from my gym workout yesterday, which means I did some good work! And I am back to the gym today. I also am feeling my energy rise. I've been sleeping a lot lately.  Hopefully I will find balance sometime during my life.  Usually it's all peaks and valleys.

Looking out my window, the sky is overcast. I see splotches of blue and some puffy white clouds. A bit of drizzle.  Sun is trying to make an appearance.  I'm feeling really good. 

Today my kids all have the day off. I like Mondays. I make them a big breakfast and we visit a bit before I head out to teach. This morning they are watching the episode of "The Walking Dead" that they missed. I can't watch that show. Gives me nightmares.  I am back in my room blogging. I hear gasps and groans, and "That is so sick!" followed by laughter from the other room.

When I was cleaning up after breakfast, everytime I would glance at the television, it would be the goriest moment. Trying to clear that vision from my head. When did our world become so obsessed with zombies?

I wonder if all of the real violence and stress in this world created a need for this kind of escapism. It is so far fetched, but it still deals with primal fear. Hmmm....Food for thought.  Aack.  But not the kind of food zombies eat!

Happy Monday!
Today's Stats: October 26, 2015 
BP: 106/76
Pulse: 77
Weight: 189 lbs.
Neck: 14"
Chest: 43" 
Waist: 37"
Hips: 45
Thighs: 22
Biceps: 13"
Calves: 15"
Ankles: 9" 

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