Year Three, Day 217: I am Happy Tonight

I do believe I'm catching the Christmas spirit! I am waiting for the bus near SE Belmont. Heading out to visit my son and his girlfriend. Not sure if I'll see them Christmas day, so I come bearing gifts.

I stopped and had a lovely pumpkin tofu curry with brown rice at ImJai Thai for dinner. Gluten free vegan seems to be agreeing with me.

http://www.imjaithai.com

I did cough a bit last night. But I seem to have things under control today. My nurse practitioner had said to use my inhaler "as needed". I was afraid to overuse it. But I did a bit of research today. And it seems it is quite acceptable to use it every four hours for acute episodes. I had a puff every four hours along with hot tea with lemon and fresh minced ginger root. Feeling quite chipper, I am!

On top of that, I was thrilled to discover Peacock Lane is open! I am enjoy watching many merry people walk by. Quite a few families with young children. And just now, a group of young people dressed as reindeer pushing a stroller holding a boom
box blasting Christmas carols. They saw me smiling and wished me a Merry Christmas. One of the young men handed me a candy cane.

Portland is cool like that. Everyone seems happy tonight. I am happy tonight!

I hope you are too!

Talk to you tomorrow.

Love,

Zita

P.S. Here is today's hooping video. Day 181:

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